Okay.

Tomorrow i leave for camp for two weeks.  I don’t know if i should be excited or scared.  This isn’t my first time going to camp, but this is my first time that i have anxiety problems and i’m going to camp.  I’m scared that somebody won’t like me or something.  My “best friend” really wants to flirt with hot guys and stuff, but i don’t want to.  What if the guys don’t like me?  What if the other girls call me a slut?  Whenever i meet somebody new, i don’t talk to them AT ALL, so i don’t want the guy to think that i’m a bitch.  This sucks.  I’m not a bitch (i think), but what if other people think that i am?  I don’t want to be known as the “bitch girl that doesn’t talk” at camp.  That would suck.  And what if people think that i’m ugly?  Guys won’t wanna flirt with me if they think i’m ugly.  I know that’s a ridiculously shallow thing to say, but it’s true! Guys won’t like me.  I need confidence.

 

 

ugh

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